Ever since then I seem to have fallen into a lull, motivation seems to escape me. Instead of the proactive, self-motivated adult I imagined in my mind I've become a listless, tired hobo.
Part of this is due to the fact I actually didn't get into my desired course, Communication Design at RMIT. Turns out I did get the email from RMIT, a while ago, but it somehow ended up in my junk folder. Lucky I found it in time, or else I wouldn't have ever known at all; quite a horrifying thought.
Ever since I found out I've fallen back into my anti-social, semi-depressive ways...I've been intentionally avoiding all social media since I don't want to talk to anyone right now...
I'm sad.
Still, there's nothing I can do about it so I guess I just have to shrug it off. I'll be heading around to various universities this week to perhaps see what else I can do, especially if I end up needing to change my course preferences. Also I'll probably treat myself to a bit of retail therapy.
I had a somewhat therapeutic morning cleaning up my room, listening to Fleet Foxes. Very calming.
Guess what, there's still clay EVERYWHERE.
I draw in all my schoolbooks during class; here are some random snippets.
I also drew in my diary a lot.
LOL. Me and Katrina drew a moogle head on our calculators during maths, we were that bored.
You can see all the equations in the top left, I placed them all on top of each other.
I think that's it for now..
On Saturday my dad took my brother and I out for dinner to this Greek restaurant, Alatsi Salt.
It was OK. I ate more when I got home, since we ordered a seafood platter and I suck at eating seafood. Like, seriously. I just sat there and dipped bread into random dips. My dad's talking about taking us travelling for a few months next year. I hope it doesn't interfere with Uni. Not that I care very much at this point.
I think I could just eat tzatziki endlessly.
Going out to a Japanese restaurant with my Japanese class tonight! I'm pretty excited, I love Japanese food. Guess I should go get ready soon.
Till next time,
eddywards.
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